Well, thanks

That's what I get for being excited about something. Ya know? I'll continue to listen to his beautiful songs and shit, but just a teeny bit has been marred. Cos I almost felt like crying last night, and maybe even right now. I don't even know him, but really, it hurts to be led on by even someone you don't know, but want to know. Whatevs. I always want to give men the benefit of the doubt, and they always FUCK ME OVER. Men. JERKS.

OH YEAH! *And* I did my HAIR to see him. That's huge. Cos I don't know how to work a BRUSH most of the time, LET ALONE a hair dryer and hair spray. FUCK YOU musicians. SERIOUSLY. Fuck you and you're fucking guitars and goddamn cowboy hats. Bitches. Why must you be so cute?!

My friend was trying to cheer me up at the show, and she says the good ol' "it's his loss" thang. Then why do I feel bad?? Cos I bet he doesn't feel bad. Although it's not really his loss either, cos I'm pretty nuts. Maybe my Myspace he said he was looking at scared him. Can't say I'd blame him.